Here we are another weekend upon us, I think the older I get the faster days/weeks/months goes by quickly. I'm a little late to be on the *Tuesday* part of VC but I'm here, sort of. After I get to rambling you will understand a bit better on why I'm slow this week.
All I have to drink is a 7-up, I don't think I've had any caffeine since Tuesday of this week. So I go through this insomnia bit, there can be days i'm up until 1-2am then back up at 4:30am or so. I end up taking naps but still. So on this last Tuesday around 1am I totally thought I was going to head to bed and I totally thought I was going to lost anything I had eaten that night. So there I am in the bathroom and decided to take a pregnancy test just so I could move on and just know I had some stomach flu. I had been nauseous off and on for some time before this date. So I take the test and am like well at least it will be one less thing to be thinking about. Low and behold I was looking at the test and was totally in shock and seriously thought I was seeing things.
I turned my laptop back on and uploaded the photo to post on a message board I'm on to find out if I was seeing things, if it was an evaporation line or what it was. And why in the world was the test line so much darker then the control line of the test. Sure enough they confirmed that I wasn't seeing things. So there i was after 1am not able to sleep and just a bit icky feeling. Just. overall. SHOCKED. You might wonder why, well we have a 13 year old son, I was pregnant one other time after the 13 year old that resulted in a miscarriage. So for the past 10 years there's been no surprises or anything like that, until now.
I made sure to buy another box of tests when I went grocery shopping on Tuesday and bought Clear blue easy and here it is, the pregnant words big as you please.
So slowly its sinking in, on Tuesday I also made an appointment to go to the Dr to find out as well. So 3 tests later I'm pregnant after 10 years and get to have a 14 year gap between my kiddos. I'm due September 22,2011. When I was pregnant with out 13 year old his due date was September 21, 1997 but he was born on September 4th 97. So we'll see. I think the good Lord wanted to keep me on my toes or something. I'm still nervous about miscarriage, but I'm hoping and praying that with this being a total surprise that its a keeper at that.
So for our coffee on Friday evening that's my exciting news.
























